我累了，想回家了。

我累了，我不想呆在这里过这样的生活，我只想回家安安静静地生活，而不是天天都庆祝派对。
对着某个人，什事都斤斤计较，是男人却像女人般，我不想再和他呆在这儿，我想回家了，我真的再也坚强不下去了。

Intelligent people not always smart

Intelligent peoples always scare to lose,this is true.But among my ex-classmates,I'd never see this thing happen.Until come to university life,this statement had became true. He is intelligent,but fail to be a man.He is just a ordinary people,but tend to friend with high class peoples.To get grade "A" for the subjects is very important in his life.No A no life.So he always ask about the formula to get A.He is materialistic,but saying others materialistic.He did wrong,but he thinks he is right and scolds others wrong with rude words.He never think about the consequences before saying something.I was being scolded because I am just an Asian,a low class human for him.European only high class.He never put himself as part of me and think.He just know to scold rude words when no people care of him.When he get dumped from European,then he only come back for us.Moreover,he said bad things of me in-front of my girl friend.What is his intention?

An emo person always emo

A people who does not appreciate friend's help,but only know to blame friend.He is damn fucking annoying.Every person has a limit of tolerance.This is the third time he scolded rude words to me,I am so damn angry,I am on fire.You just pretend good to us and we know it.You always give an empty cheque,we also know it.You like to friend with European and Asian maybe just a low standard friends for you,we also know it.Don't forget they never help you when you face money problem.Who are the friends who going to help you when you lack of money.Now,you only know to blame me because I didn't reply your facebook message.You are just nothing.FUCK!!!!

成熟的爱情

这个部落各，是为爱情而开的。看看我之前写的部落格，原来都花了大半时间在爱情里。付出越多的爱情，回报更多的痛。觉得自己有点傻，但不经历过，也不懂得成长。今天的我再也不是往前的我，今日的我，把更多时间专注在重要事务上，爱情能维持就好，因为一个人不能时时刻刻都为对方付出。一个不能成长的爱情，到头来只会枯谢。无可否认，之前的爱情，我炫耀了些。如今，我更学会了开放，让她去做喜欢的事。但换来了多人的批评。有些人说，我对她不好，我现实，都不像一个男友。但没关系，因为我学会了接受批评。要是发生在从前，我已怀恨在心。德国之旅，让我体会了很多，学得开放，交友之道，独立，下厨。有时候，笨人也有笨福。当时，考不上国立大学，却进了私立拉曼，又傻傻的交了女友，又傻傻的被派来德国受训。做人要谦虚，爱情也一样。成熟，谦虚和努力，才会换来更好的结果。

A Happy Week

The days before this week, I felt that I am useless in company. But this week, I am really happy because I can do the things I like. My colleagues shared his idea and I make some improvements on his idea. After that, I had did soldering the components on the board. The concepts were succeed and the result was satisfied. Today, my colleague told this idea to my supervisor and he said this is a good idea. I am so happy that my supervisor had not say this is nonsense anymore. Furthermore, my colleague told me that my department workers they all like me because I am friendly and always did a good job. However, I am curious about his description because I know that I am not a friendly guy. Maybe this is partially true. By the way, I am so happy this week and I complete my thesis. HAHAHAHAHA

我们都长大了

小学一年级，7岁；小学6年级，12岁；中学一年级，13岁；中学5年级，17岁。岁月一步一步渐渐的增长，我们大家都长大了，各有各的理想，各有各的事业。大家都各东分西，好怀念当年的日子，怀念当年的天真。往事只能回味，往事只能储存在照片里。当一切只能变成回忆，回忆了又回忆，眼眶也泪湿了。还是冷血的动物最好。

3 months living in Germany

3 months~Yes,it was already 3 months I stayed in Germany.Overall,I feel boring with this kind of living style,maybe I feel like life here lack of challenging.I was lucky because I was able to go in track to my project and received complement from my supervisor as well.However,I get scolded by one time because asking a stupid question and he did intentionally insulted our Asian people.I was fall in a saddest day in Germany.Hopefully my project will go as smooth as I wish. 3 months~I learnt many things that I cannot learn in Malaysia.My sight of viewing is become wider and wider.I learnt to cook,I learnt to be independent,I learnt to take care of myself,I learnt to join Europe peoples' activities,I learnt to think creatively,I learnt to solve my project's problems. At the beginning,I thought I will be regretted if I come Germany due to the reason I graduate late and I am not talkative person,so I would not join people's invitation easily.On the other hand,I learnt to join their activities and learn their culture.Many peoples envy of me because I have opportunity to come Europe.I feel grateful and lucky also,but there are pros and cons for coming and not coming.Don't too envy or jealous because you also get benefits from other sides. 3 months~I noticed the different between 80an and 90an.For 80an peoples,I realized their thinking mindset totally different than 80an,maybe they get too much concerned from their parents and thus they easily achieve the things they want from their parents.80an peoples stay in humble,careful,mature and listen to other's advises.But 90an peoples always think that they are doing the correct ways in all the situations.Not only that,they are too easily proud of getting good recommendation.They think they are too clever to solve every problems.When you give advise to them,they act like king and ignore your advise.They eager to win when arguing some statements.They like to crave for sweet candy,cakes and delicious foods.The worst issue is they are very careless.Hopefully they will grow in mature soon. 4 more months,I will be leaving Germany.Hope to leave a good memory in Germany~

Germany Day 1,2 and 3

It's has been 3 days I was in Regesburg,Germany. I felt that I was easily to adapt the live in Germany. However, the residents in Germany didn't speak English, most of the time, they speak German to you even thought they know you are a foreigner. So, this makes a problem for me stay here. They are so kind and friendly, they will come for you and lend you a hand when saw you face problem especially you lost in a town. I can see audi, volkswagen, BMW anywhere in Germany, its just like proton car in Malaysia. German peoples don't like to drive, they like to reach a place by bus. Therefore, it is impossible to seen traffic jam happen in Germany even the road is narrow like Penang's road. It's totally different than Malaysia. In Malaysia, Police gives summon to car illegal parking, but Germany, they give penalty to bicycle illegal parking. What the funny thing I saw in Germany. I like the traffic here, I like there culture here. But I don't like the weather here. For common, there are 4 seasons in a year; autumn, summmer, spring and winter. In Germany, there are only 2 seasons which are summer and winter. I felt so cold even now is summer, the temperature here just only 8.5 degree celcius,its more cold than cameron highland. P/S: We can drink water directly from water tap, how clean is their environment.

The day before leaving Malaysia

It's my last day of staying in Malaysia in year 2012.Kind of unwilling feeling to leave this country,especially leaving my family for half of the year.Germany is a leading technology in the world,hope I can gain good experience and leave a good image for them.God bless me.Really miss you all.Thanks for all the wishes received from friends.If the end of the world is real,then I might be die in foreign country.Hope this is not the real forecast.