Love is blind

Today I am just sad as she chose to leave me. We had went through a lot of challenges before and enjoy many moments all the times. However,the story comes to an end. I wish her all the time and my heart is hurt silently.I am not tend to hurt her back intentionally but just express my moodiness and wish. She want to keep in touch with me,but I am sad to keep in touch with her,that's why I replied with idiot way. Whose tear do not drop?The most suffer moment is your tear is not going to drop after get hurted multiple times.