我的方向感呢？

我正在做什么！！！东南西北的路怎么走了？！东边的日出来晚了；西边的夕下太快了，我站在中间点，往什么方向走是好！还是睡觉吧！不管我们的事不要去插手吧，要是人家酱对你说，你会怎样？为什么不做好自己的本分呢？终于，我都会弹“晴天”这首歌了！哈哈，简简单单的歌！

20-02-2009

妈的！真想打人的一天！今天心情超烂的！现在才听到laptop没有货了，妈的，又要订过，再等多几个星期！！！laptop就算了，还有些人21岁了连自己也不会照顾自己，还要怎样去照顾整个家庭？！老是依赖父母，到最后连飞也不懂是什么？！父母一直宠着孩子，孩子怎样会去成长？！这个不放心，那个不放心，以后靠父母来吃饭咯！做孩子什么也不要理，然后做爸爸就一直来问我，妈的，什么事就来怪我！你的孩子就不可以怪啊？同在一屋檐下，东西都是大家公司的，让人家用下也会死呀！！况且，东西不是你的孩子弄来的，你的孩子只会袖手旁观！除了会读书，会玩电脑，还会做些什么？！如果我没在你旁边，你早就叫救命了！东西没弄好，就一直说说说；东西弄好了，就一直怪怪怪！为什么这个不买便宜的，都是一样的嘛！你那么厉害，你来弄完啦，爸的！东西多出点钱就呱呱叫！爸爸能给孩子那么多钱，却不能花在这么一点点小东西！做孩子的就一直省，为了省钱，就几乎每天都吃快熟面，蛮会吃的嘛！为了省钱而忽略健康，对不起，我做不到！广东话烂就不敢和人沟通，死了，以后你不用谈生意了啦！

男人味

今天帮爸爸去做工，赚了一百元！哇哈哈哈！当我工作时，想起了我去年一整年工作的辛苦,每天汗流浃背，衣服裤子连内裤都湿完，fuyooo，那股味道才是真正的男人味！做工靠手力脚力，读书靠的是脑力，真是轻松得多！我真是辛苦的咯！！！

14 February 2009 (happy valentine's day to all couples and singles),specially to my lover.

What is the meaning of love?When I was with my first lover,I really don't understand what is the love.I can't find that feel of love,so we break up very soon.Until I was with my second lover,she is my compass of love,she gave me the guide of love,so I could found the way to love.Clapped by one hand can't produce a sound,clapped by two hands either can create a sound or create nothing.When we didn't clap two hands by together,its just produce a very soft sound,can't even hear by our ears.Therefore,as a couple,we need to take the first step,not even guys but also girls to chase for our successful.Love is give more but expect less was taught by my friend.This is very useful sentence so until now he is still in single status,haha!don't laugh to other people,otherwise you will get single status also.hahaha.Give suprise to your lover on any time,any place and any day,not even the special day.Am I right?
Day 520 is the day we knew each other,count till today,the accurate day is 624 days,i knew her in Tagged,then i add her msn messenger because she was cute and pretty.Start from that day,we playing sms everyday and non-stop.The feel of love was came from the sms.The love was fruitful on August 2007,until now,it is almost 1 year and a half.Within this 1 year and a half,we had experience all the flavours(in chinese).Actually,her behaviour can describe as climate,this is because when the sky is clouded,you can her face got two dots and a n curve below the two dots.Conversely,when the sky is sunny,her face got two dots and a u curve below the two dots.Within the loving days,she has gave me a lot of things,such as shirt and also made chocolates for me because she knew that i like to eat chocolates.I am very aprreciate for what she had done for me.Thanks you...LING!Today,valentine's day,i have nothing for her,i feel sorry and i will compensate it.
I still remember last year of valentine's day,i called sifu to accompany me to JB,its a far state from Teluk Intan,i felt excited for the first meet.She likes to talk with me,she has a lot of things to share with me.I had bought many things to her,i bought diamond ring,bear stick with chocolate flowers and a pure rose.15th of February 2008,i have said a wrong sentence cause she was very angry to me,so i bought a key chain with bear to her,luckily the sky is getting sunny.The day i went home,i was cried in the bus,OH~~~BEYOND SHIT,why i like to cry one.
Ling,i want to say that i love you very much,i want to hold your hand forever and ever.Muacks

year 2009

yo~~~i am back!haha,long time has not posting my blog.In year 2009,i have my new life,i quick my job and study in UTAR.Hopefully,this is not a wrong decision for me,jkjk la,haha.Electronic engineering is the third choice,consider as good also la,because i not need to be shock by current if getting electrical and electronic course.6th of January,the 1st day i go for orientation,i just went for regristration and back,i absent for the next activities,feel quite bore of the orientation.'Smart' people always like that,don't listen also understand already,hehe!12th of January,the 1st day of my study,i had attend for the tamil class,so that Justin is the 1st guy i knew in UTAR,after that,he change his mind to take chinese.As i know,he is taking bahasa kebangsaan now.After tamil,was Digital Electronic this subject.OH MY GOD,i had enter the wrong class,but luckily no people is knowing that,haha.As i enter the correct class,the 1st thing appear in my mindset is so 'many' people.There is just a girl in my class,pity of this girl,haha.Then i quckily knew a new friend,his name is Chi Siang,i feel suprise that he is also from Teluk Intan.to be continue................

哭了

哭了，这次哭得好厉害！分开前一晚哭了，幸好忍得了泪水，不然在棋面前出丑样。不懂为什么，整个人感觉很伤心，真的很不想棋离开我的身边，虽然她很闹情绪，一点小事都生气，但我真的很舍不得她。她为了我，不顾路途多远都要来见我！陪棋度过8天加几个小时的早上，真的是人生最开心的日子。虽然有时她生气，跟着我也生气不理她，但这都是正常的啦！女孩子容易生气嘛，气够了就没事了！2008年去最后的夜晚，陪棋在怡保过新年，虽然不是很开心，但好过没过吧！8天里，是我和棋在一起最久的时间，我们去公园，沙滩散步，吃sushi king,kfc,mcD,海鲜，主炒，去游泳，喝喜酒...因为我们都知道，这次分开，要很久才能见面，况且，见面的机会也很难，所以我们都很珍惜这几天的日子。因为安顺真的很闷，才委屈你和我在家看电视，对不起，宝贝!宝贝，不要再哭了啦，哭很容易老的！吃完点心，就送棋到巴士站，这时的心情越来越沉重，当棋离开我的那一刹那，我一面驾车，一面哭得很严重，幸好没被棋看到！回家路途，还看到棋乘坐的巴士，心情糟糕透了！棋，我真的舍不得你离开，我会爱你一生一世，不会爱别人的，你也不可以爱别人哦，muacks。我们一起努力读书！！！

好多的问号？？？？和感叹号！！！！

好快，12月10日了！就快要开学了，有时在想，我喜欢读书吗？对我而言，我喜欢做工，喜欢流汗，当拿薪水的日子是多么兴奋的！我喜欢拿灰匙接砖块，我喜欢涂灰柄涂灰，我喜欢拿铁锤钉木板，我喜欢拿锯子锯木板，我喜欢拉电，这一切在开学就没得做咯！那天板厂老板娘说我厉害搅洋灰，拜托，我已经搅了7年，你说我会不会搅？！你以为我才刚刚做这分工也是不能怪你误会的，因为现在的人都不做泥水的！老板娘称赞我很乖，难道会泥水就是乖吗？！那老一辈的人都很乖咯？还说如果女儿和我差不多年级就介绍给我，alamak!开学就读电子工程系，可能每天都要对着一块块金青的电板，总比对书好啦！朋友一脚踩两只船，这样的日子能撑多久呢？铁锤呀，我就快要和你离别咯T.T